At this very moment and time, I am missing the white white sands of Siesta Key beach.... I'm having a moment. I just want to be in my own world for a while. I'm tired of reality. And I dont want to sit here and whine and complain, that is not my intention at all, but let me paint this picture for you: Reality: -I have bills to pay that I work hard to pay(and I love my job, so that helps) and I have to come up with 9,000 for school, having extra money to spend is always nice, but rare, I would like a new car, I need to prepare for a wedding that will hopefully be coming in about 2 years, I want to make sure I can be prepared for emergencys, family ones esp. I am just tired of money all together. Its becoming a real problem.... -School....Do i really have to say anymore? Is it bad that everytime i look at it i'm just naseous?? I will be at school everyday this semester... I am terrified. really dont feel to optimistic about it..... bottom line = i'm scared, I...