Life's Fabulous Journey

7 days... can you believe it? Well.. technically 6... this day is about over. 7 day.... 7 days and all of this will be put into motion.  All of this will be worth the blood sweat and tears.  All of this will be what I have wanted.  My wedding.  My marriage to the love of my life.  My happily ever after.  And a few hours ago, I was ready to throw in the towel and call it all off. Pretty sure everyone who just read that was like WHAAAAAAT???  yep.  I was over it.  Let's be honest here, I am completely overwhelmed.  New job, wedding, house hunting, life in general.... all at once.  I was not prepared for it.  But then, is anyone really prepared for anything in life?  I have basically let it wear me down.  Financially, this has been one of the hardest things we have ever done(house will be next of course).  We are paying for this wedding ourselves and planning it ourselves..... so you can imagine how crazy it has ...

Earlier today, I was sitting in the middle of my floor reading Peter Rabbit by Beatrix Potter. I was a site, with tubs and boxes and piles of books scattered everywhere. But I was lost in this book from my child hood. Why? Because I wanted to. I wanted to do something for me, which was take a moment to read a book that I loved as a child and take a break from the "which pile should this book go in ? Should I take this one to use? Maybe I should leave this one here..."  Revisiting stories that I grew up loving.... You find out that they never get old and you never forget the story. I guess moments like that have been sparse for me for quite some time. Jared had told me that I needed to start doing things for "me," stuff that I wanted to do.  Having a moment of me time instead of going full force for everything and everyone else. So I've been trying, and it's not always consistent, but I am learning how good it is for me, like taking a moment to enjoy a pi...