Life's Fabulous Journey

Its 8:37 a.m. on Christmas Eve. I have chest congestion, stuffy nose, sinus headache, but thankfully my fever is back at bay(for the moment anyways)  And praise teh good Lord I was actually able to get more than an hour of sleep last night. I feel like sometimes my sinuses tak over my life.  I can try any and every drug out there, and if it works, it only works for like 3 to 4 days. Mucinex has been the drug of choice lately...and I hate it. Do you know how expensive that junk is??? good grief. not to mention, because of the certain ingredients, you have to get it from the pharmacy, and can only get a box like once a month(you are put on a time period). So, how does one, who pretty much lives in a family of 7, buy enough for the whole family?(we all use it, sometimes you would think we eat it like candy, but just like me, my family has the same sinus issues, yay us)  ....not that any of that was really important, accept for the fact that I am feeling a tiny bit better. bu...

Its not very often that I want to publicly rant and rave about things, but I am about ready to call some people out.  I'm sure everyone knows by now, there is a very good chance public schools will be closed tomorrow bc of flooding. we are already on a 2 hour delay. and also, catoosa county schools have had a whole extra month of summer due to the destruction of the ringgold middle and high school from the April 27th tornado and the rebuilding process.  Me, I am thankful. Thankful for the workers who worked so hard to get an ENORMOUS amount accomplished by September, and are still constantly working.  Thankful that kids get an extra month of summer(as it should be, like it was when I was little before they changed it)  families get to spend more time with each other.  Thankful that instead of taking a chance and sending our buses tomorrow a.m. they are waiting to see how its going to be to try and help keep people safe.  But let me just tell you what I am s...

So blogging was suppose to be a vent for me.... and let me just say I failed.... lol ok no I just let it slide for a while. Its time to catch up but really, this isn't going to be much of a catch up blog.... its more like my mind is fried blog and i just need to type... I'm long overdue. I'm sitting in the student center... at Dalton state college... the place that i LOATHE with a passion.... so of course i am just in a dampered(is that a word?) mood already.  I can say though, school hasn't been to bad so far(its my 2nd week going full time)  My teachers are all pretty good. But if you know me, you know my heart... school is NOT where its at. this place really just feels like a jail to me... punishment bc i am not a geneus and love school and wizz thru it getting a top paying job and everything i want in life... no... I'm the one who is going to school because she has to so she can get a piece of paper to get a teaching job that may not even be available when she...

At this very moment and time, I am missing the white white sands of Siesta Key beach.... I'm having a moment. I just want to be in my own world for a while.  I'm tired of reality.  And I dont want to sit here and whine and complain, that is not my intention at all, but let me paint this picture for you: Reality: -I have bills to pay that I work hard to pay(and I love my job, so that helps) and I have to come up with 9,000 for school, having extra money to spend is always nice, but rare, I would like a new car, I need to prepare for a wedding that will hopefully be coming in about 2 years, I want to make sure I can be prepared for emergencys, family ones esp. I am just tired of money all together. Its becoming a real problem.... -School....Do i really have to say anymore? Is it bad that everytime i look at it i'm just naseous?? I will be at school everyday this semester... I am terrified. really dont feel to optimistic about it..... bottom line = i'm scared, I...

I'm sitting here this morning in the Worleys living room watching the sun shine through the windows and enjoying the sileb=nce before the kids wake up.  I had an amazing day yesterday, but for some reason I woke up with a heavy heart and a lot on my mind, mostly trying to figure out why I'm not happy this morning. And jsut so everyone knows, when you ask God to show you something, be ready to deal. You may not like it. Thats been my morning.  And I'm sure he's not done yet.  1. Its been a while since I have regularly started my morning off talking to God, I use to do it in my car all the time. And I have let exhaustion and excuses take over that time.  Yes, spending time throughout the day is great, but not starting my day off right will totally make or break a day.  Plus I was much more confident when I was doing that, I was a little less stressed 2. I realize I bring a lot of my stress on myself. I worry about way too much. And there are things that I just n...

Ever had so much in your head and there is so much you want to just get out but when you finally get to you don't even know the words to say? That's my current issue. I feel overwhelmed lately bc i have so much on my mind. which of course, you know me, i worry about 99.9% of what i am thinking about which causes me to think more and worry more.... "ohhhhhhhh ohhhh sweet child of mine" -sorry, guns n' roses interrupted me. Such a good song. I've had my music playing all day. and yes for those of your wondering, i spent my whole memorial day at home, being lazy. why? bc i needed it. i needed to rest after a nonstop week! plus i was able t do some things i wanted(found my room ...again... lol, made a somewhat mental list of things to pack for Florida and what i need at the store, spent some time with my Jared, slept in!)  I was exhausted today, i woke up that way.  my weekend was fun, don't get me wrong, just very long and tiring.  Friday was pretty long, w...

There are days where its just the little things that make a difference. It can be the littlest things to irritate me, to make my day, to make me cry, to surprise me, to totally put me in awe. today is one of those day. sometimes i wonder if it has anything to do with how short my patience is(pertaining to the irritation part) or with what time of the month it is(pertaining to ALL of it, thank you mother nature, and for any of you males out there reading this, i do apologize, but its your problem, you decided to read it).  I wanted to cry today bc I saw the cutest little baby(ahem, Tyler Townsend) and i have no clue why.  and at the same time, it totally made my heart smile seeing him.  I saw the 'W' back on the from of "Wendy's" where it belonged. I was ECSTATIC> lemme tell ya, i was on the phone w Jared and he laughed bc i was soooooo excited. this whole recovery process for me is a big deal. like seeing the pieces put back together, its mending the wounds.  J...

So, I have finally decided to do a blog. and I think I'm going to love it. =] 1. It's a major venting area for me, an outlet, I can speak my mind, and share what I believe.  2. For those who really want to keep up with my life, this would be the spot. 3. It's something new, and I'm excited about it. =] I've titled it Life's Fabulous Journey bc this is my journey in life, I'm letting you into my world. and whether you think so or not, I live a pretty fabulous life. I have been blessed with so much.  It has its ups and downs yes, but who's life doesn't? I'm learning to be thankful for ALL of it, every trial I go through.  Please remember, I am human, I make mistakes. I do not have perfect spelling or do i want to take the time to spell check(this is for me, not for a professor!)  I do enough correcting and editing, this is raw. Also, you don't have to read what I write, you don't have to agree with everything i say or like what i say. you...